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Inside Looking In

Inside Looking In
Author: Andrew T Bayer
Publisher: Gatekeeper Press
Total Pages: 235
Release: 2015-07-23
Genre: Family & Relationships
ISBN: 1619849615

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In January 2010 my wife, Patrice, passed away after an eleven-month battle with pancreatic cancer. As I struggled to deal with my loss, I found myself fixating only on the events of the last few days of our life together, especially Patrice’s final day. In an effort to free my mind, I took all the thoughts that were swirling around my head and put them down on paper. That cathartic exercise became Inside Looking In, a story of how we went from living a normal and happy life to dealing with Patrice being diagnosed with cancer, and eventually losing the battle. This experience taught me just how unpredictable and fragile life is; how quickly its focus can shift from living to dying. I learned that dealing with cancer becomes a daily process filled with a whirlwind of emotions, ranging from shock, hope, fear, and courage. I hope in reading this story you can gain some knowledge to help you face difficult times in your life.


Inside Looking Out

Inside Looking Out
Author: Alfred Colo
Publisher: Xlibris Corporation
Total Pages: 125
Release: 2008-10-06
Genre: Poetry
ISBN: 1450046525

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The heightened speech of poetry elevates what one has to say, to a place more lovely than what may be commonly perceived. This collected mixture of poetry and prose, adds the spice to what may be seen as ordinary, to what is viewed as extra-ordinary in nature’s ever-shifting world on this, our fragile, global-warming, highly-endangered Kingdom of: plants, animals, birds of air and fi sh in the sea, overseered by us human stewards of all the creation we inhabit.


Inside Looking Out

Inside Looking Out
Author: Gary Edward Polster
Publisher: Kent State University Press
Total Pages: 268
Release: 1990
Genre: History
ISBN: 9780873384063

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The Cleveland Jewish Orphan Asylum was for fifty years (1868-1918) the home for some 3,500 boys and girls, most of them immigrants from Eastern Europe. Gary Polster's study examines the efforts of the more acculturated German Jews of Cleveland to "Americanize" and make good workers of the newcomers, and to teach a Judaism quite removed from the Yiddish culture and religious orthodoxy of Eastern Europe. The dominant figure at the asylum during the formative years was Samuel Wofenstein (1841-1921), a native of Moravia who by the age of 22 had earned both a rabbinical degree and a Ph.D in philosophy. He became a trustee of the JOA in 1875 and its superintendent in 1878. For a man who gained a reputation as an authoritarian, his first wish was to free the children from a lock step regimentation, which produced an "institutional type..marked by repression if not atrophy of the impulse to act independent." Wolfenstein stressed obedience through persuasion, through religion (Reform Judaism), and moral exhortations. Students were to be imbued with respect for work through performing useful tasks--the boys in the stables and on the grounds, the girls in the kitchen, the laundry, and the sewing room. The idea of "assimilation" was necessarily paternalistic but many of the German Jews believed that by becoming more "American" and less obviously "Jewish" they would deflect the always present nativism and anti-Semitism. As for the children, they remained for the most part ambivalent about the orphanage and about Wolfenstein and his successors. They were taught some useful skills; they were fed and clothed. Their chief deprivation was of the spirit. Professor Polster brings to his study a sensitivity that complements his grasp of the literature of "asylum" and the social history of turn-of-the-century America. He has listened well to the aging men and women who once were the children "inside looking out."


Inside Looking Out

Inside Looking Out
Author: Jerry Eastbourne
Publisher: Xlibris Corporation
Total Pages: 70
Release: 2013-02-14
Genre: Poetry
ISBN: 1479787728

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JERRY EDWARD EASTBOURNE, born August 7, 1954 Akron, Ohio. My poetry is largely infl uenced by my learning disability, dyslexia; therefore, making readers aware of problems I suff ered from second grade into adulthood enduring endless torment and ridicule from kids who labeled me, retard. Other factors are: my life as a Gay man, struggles making friends, fi nding employment and housing, living with HIV/AIDS and the end of a 25 year relationship with my fi rst love. What I learned gave me the ability to be a volunteer and become a board member in a HIV/AIDS organization, then president of a Gay/ Lesbian/Bi/Trans/Straight group for nine (9) years; educating people from colleges, schools and PTA meetings about my life with HIV/AIDS throughout the state of Oregon as well as the people, gay and straight also infected and the friendships that were made and lost with their deaths. My own struggles of life and death because of lack of medication, severe side eff ects, Viral Load in the millions, the low to zero CD4 count I lived with for nearly 3 years. The many optimistic infections of my fi rst 14 years of the now 28 years I have lived with the disease. Nominated and winning the Harvey Milk award, for my work to educate others about sexual genders and HIV/AIDs through my lectures of living with the disease as a Gay man. Giving support for those who are friends or family of others infected. Finding Love now 14 years together, sharing our love and life


Inside Looking Out

Inside Looking Out
Author: Sharyn Rohlfsen Udall
Publisher: Texas Tech University Press
Total Pages: 204
Release: 1994
Genre: Biography & Autobiography
ISBN: 9780896723368

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American painter Gina Knee (1898-1982) is an important, virtually unacclaimed artist, whose career stretched over five decades and many locations: she worked in the Southwest, the South, California, and New York. Starting in the 1940s she was given solo shows on both coasts, and her work found its way into major public and private collections. She knew and exhibited with some of the major artists of her day: Jackson Pollock, Willem de Kooning, Mark Tobey, and her third husband Alexander Brook. Yet, like many artists--especially women--working on the fringes of mainstream art movements, her achievements have been nearly forgotten in the rush to create art superstars. This book is an in-depth examination of the artist's life and work, from hesitant artistic beginnings to a culmination in highly original paintings reflecting her modernist and abstract vision. Inside Looking Out reflects too the recent recognition in art history that art is as much a product of culture as it is the elusive, privileged activity of the isolated genius. Knee's efforts to find the delicate balance between marriage and her life's work is a central theme of the book, traced in her letters and conversations with friends. Her story gives new insight into American art and life at mid-century. Gina modified her schedule to suit the demand of her husband's. They rose early, she prepared his breakfast and packed his lunch, then drove him to work in the pre-dawn rushing traffic. Returning home, she faced the new tasks of managing the household without help. Dishwashing, making beds, dusting, laundry--all the things middle class women took for granted in the 1940s--these were frustrating and time-consuming. It just takes hours for me to do what an organized housewife does in one, she complained. Gina's affluent upbringing and the ease of finding servants in Santa Fe had accustomed her to hours of time spent as she chose. In wartime Los Angeles, when servants were impossible to find, she suddenly had to do everything, and it soon began to feel burdensome. Forced to sacrifice precious studio time to the demands of a repetitious household routine, she came face to face with a new reality: that she must now give up a certain amount of control over her own life. Money, her own independent income, had formerly given her the luxury of time--time to be used as a man does, in professional activity, freed from enervating household chores. Now the leveling effect of the war reminded her firmly that she was a woman, in a situation where affluence could not buy the uninterrupted freedom to create. Her life was turned upside down, her priorities questioned, her relationship with Ernie [Knee] strained.


An Inside Look at External Affairs During the Trudeau Years

An Inside Look at External Affairs During the Trudeau Years
Author: Mark MacGuigan
Publisher: University of Calgary Press
Total Pages: 243
Release: 2002
Genre: Biography & Autobiography
ISBN: 1552380769

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MacGuigan (1931-98) served as Secretary of State for External Affairs and in other positions in the last Trudeau government in the 1980s. Lackenbauer (military and strategic studies, U. of Calgary) introduces his views on Canadian foreign policy-making, relations with the US and other nations, Cold War tensions, and why few national and international crises found resolution during this period. Includes photos of McGuigan with local and world leaders. Annotation copyrighted by Book News, Inc., Portland, OR


Behind The Mask: An Inside Look At Anonymous

Behind The Mask: An Inside Look At Anonymous
Author: Commander X
Publisher: Lulu.com
Total Pages: 230
Release: 2016-10-16
Genre:
ISBN: 1365301516

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A decade after Anonymous first appeared, it has grown from a small band of hacktivists to a Global Collective with organized National Cells in half the countries on Earth and 2.5 million dedicated participants worldwide. Behind The Mask explores four critical years in the formation of Anonymous as it solidified into the most powerful movement in human history. Join Commander X and other Anons from those early days as they take you on a grand adventure, and give everyone a small glimpse Behind The Mask. www.BehindTheMask.cf


The Inside Look

The Inside Look
Author: Dennis Alexander Prosser
Publisher: Lulu.com
Total Pages: 44
Release: 2016-08-24
Genre: Poetry
ISBN: 1365351432

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After the success of the online poetry blog "Dennis: An Inside Look Into The Madness" comes writer Dennis Alexander Prosser's (Kentwood, Kentwood Round Two and Bite Me) first poetry book consisting of 34 poems tackling issues of life such as love, loss and learning to accept yourself who you are.


Outside Looking in

Outside Looking in
Author: Mary Jane Miller
Publisher: McGill-Queen's Press - MQUP
Total Pages: 503
Release: 2008
Genre: Performing Arts
ISBN: 0773574875

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Using recent scholarship in ethnography and popular culture, Miller throws light on both what these series present and what is missing, how various long-standing issues are raised and framed differently over time, and what new issues appear. She looks at narrative arc, characterization, dialogue, and theme as well as how inflections of familiar genres like family adventure, soap opera, situation comedy, and legal drama shape both the series and viewers' expectations. Miller discusses Radisson, Forest Rangers and other children's series in the 1960s and early 1970s, as well as Beachcombers, Spirit Bay, The Rez, and North of 60 - series whose complex characters created rewarding relationships while dealing with issues ranging from addiction to unemployment to the aftermath of the residential school system.


Virtual Reality Technology

Virtual Reality Technology
Author: Grigore C. Burdea
Publisher: John Wiley & Sons
Total Pages: 741
Release: 2024-09-18
Genre: Computers
ISBN: 1118014804

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Thorough overview of virtual reality technology fundamentals and latest advances, with coverage of hardware, software, human factors and applications, plus companion Laboratory Manual in Unity 3D. The Third Edition of the first comprehensive technical book on the subject of virtual reality, Virtual Reality Technology, provides updated and expanded coverage of VR technology, including where it originated, how it has evolved, and where it is going. Its primary objective is to be a complete, up-to-date textbook, as well as a source of information on a rapidly developing field of science and technology with broad societal impact. The two highly qualified authors cover all of the latest innovations and applications that are making virtual reality more important than ever before. Unlike other books on the subject, the book also includes a chapter on Human Factors, which are very important in designing technology around the human user. Virtual Reality Technology provides Instructors with a website-accessible Laboratory Manual using the Unity 3D game engine and programming language. Unity 3D is the preferred VR language these days and will prepare the student for the VR gaming and mobile applications industry. For universities Unity 3D is cost-effective as its student license is freely available. With comprehensive coverage of the subject, Virtual Reality Technology discusses sample topics such as: Input and output interfaces, including holographic displays, foveated head-mounted displays, neural interfaces, haptic and olfactory feedback Computing architecture, with emphasis on the rendering pipeline, the graphics processing unit and distributed/edge rendering Object modeling, including physical and behavioral aspects, Artificial Intelligence controlled characters, and model management techniques Programming toolkits for virtual reality and the game production pipeline Human factors issues such as user performance and sensorial conflict, cybersickness and societal impact aspects of VR Application examples in medical education, virtual rehabilitation, virtual heritage, gaming, and military use of virtual reality. Virtual Reality Technology provides thorough and complete coverage of an in-demand sector of technology, making it a highly valuable resource for undergraduate and graduate students in computer science, engineering, and science, along with a variety of professionals across many different industries, including but not limited to engineering, gaming, healthcare, and defense.